“Courage out of Fear”

     DSC_1730      Fictional world is where anything is possible, you can play your minds creativity  of how it will start and end, of how bitter gourd can turn into sweet candies, of how time stops when you want it to, can soar real up high and matter no more of your business. Well, that is why it is called fiction because you can create fantasy  and nightmare at the same time. People really like to create things that doesn’t easily happen. Just I guess, it is the closest thing to the word perfect. We create and wreak anything we want. Well, the truth is no matter how beautifully we create something in our astonishing brains, the end point is reality, go back to reality.

     DSC_0931 Reality is unpredictable, no matter what, how, when and why we  plan for something, the outcome may not always be the way it seems to be. There are alot of impediment along the scenes and I know it is bothersome not to mention some are just  so nerve breaking. Then Fear comes along, Fear dies our inner most desires, our hopes, our optimistic side, and it even changes us. Fear is always around, I tell you, we may not be aware that its always there, lurking, taking chances to get in and be inflicted. Fear Fear Fear… Fear cages us to become somebody. It stops us in everything we do, so by that we can’t grow as a full bloom creature. But on the other hand, Fear has something good in it, somewhere beneath it, lies the word COURAGE. Cause the absence of fear makes courage meaningless. Courage is then defined out by fear; it is the eagerness of us to surpass the challenges that are being offered. The spirit that gives us hope to become what we want to be. Of course, courage is accompanied by faith. We trust God and ourselves to have the courage of doing somewhat we want to be in life. So, though fear hinders you. Just smile and say “may I have enough courage to step on and crush fear for I don’t deserve to dwell in present to become a past but rather live in present to have a future.

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I am what it takes to be me.

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Some of us are so worried of who we are, of what really is our purpose, of what is meant for us. Well, everything is hidden and will be unveil in time.  May it be any time soon or longer. It depends on how are we gonna take the life lessons, on how are we gonna deal with it .

Sometimes things happening are just front cover of what is a must to be learned and most of the time we missed lead the lessons to be learned because we got so intertwined with the things we see in front of us yet we don’t go beyond what is unseen. Learnings  are sometimes behind the scenes, we have to go beyond, understand every situation in the best way we can. We shouldn’t judge things right there and then but we have to react. It is fine to react because that what makes us human. I think I’ve been circling my statement out here.  So lets continue things here. After being caught in the middle scene with so much vagueness, doubts, fears, uncertainties and life haunting experiences, mostly we find ourselves lost in nowhere without even noticing that we are no longer we, that we have become what we don’t want. Us becoming MONSTERS of our own and of others. We became bitter, we see wrongs as well as we think enormously ill. A stage where humans must face gruesome things to become better them and if they don’t become better it only means that they are not yet refined gem, that their fruits of wisdom is not yet ready to be yield. It is a long process and some are blessed enough; they can cope up easily. Life is all about everything there is no exceptions, we have to accept what is being offered and we are the one whose incharge of making it more better. We are just molding of ourselves now. We don’t know  who we are in the future though we have plans. We are capable of making plans and making it happen but only time permits. Though in a haze, in time it’ll be cleaner and be able to see what we are. Just that we are no good today doesn’t mean that we are no good at all. There is a stage that all  human undergo and that is self searching. Things don’t always run good but if we keep our speed up just like wheels it will turn up side down, just like Finding Nemo movie where Dory asked Marlin “When life gets you down do you wanna know what you’ve gotta do?” then Marlin don’t know the answer then Dory just sang “Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming” cause eventually along the way it’ll turn good. Soothsayer from Kung Fu Panda 2 saidYour story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn’t make you who you are. it is the rest of your story, who you choose to be…” So just keep on for your story is about to begin and the end is yet to come…DSC_3455

God is my clock…

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     God is my clock, He never runs out of battery. Always on time.

     God sets a time for everyone. He is never late nor advance. He knows when we are at our best and when we are at our worst and when we rise up. He’s in perfect timing. People think that they are late of their deadlines but the truth is God is at work and He’s trying to tell “my child to calm down, I’m at work. You’ll have your turn don’t worry”.

     When looking on the rushing water in the river what do you see? The water or the pebbles underneath?  Well,  as many would notice the flashing water and would never mind of the stones underneath, its like us, we are rushing everything in life and never sees the small things. We are so agitated with the fast pace. When the truth is we are the pebbles. We stays in a place and to another. The water carries us and drop us by where we are now. Sometimes it’s a good place sometimes it’s not. It’s life ordeal, so when everything is totally not okay, don’t worry God is constructing us, making us “I” in the real world. Whose strong beyond uncertain calamities arrives. We have to see ourselves to be able to see the road ahead… Good are to those who wait patiently and whose faith are endless.