JUST MISS THE MISSING

Every beggining has its ending just like what our Almighty said “I am the Alpha, I am the omega”. Things come  and go even if we don’t want.

And it is, indeed the hardest part of our life, LETTING GO OF SOMEONE WE HAVE SO DEAR… Even if we set ourselves that everyone comes and goes, still it leaves a pain in our hearts. Memories untold were carved just like a flower that gardens in our soul. For love so true it remains anew…

Silent grief weakens me. Seeing you facading to be strong despite of clashing pavements inside. Though as debris that’s falling apart. Not, not an easy thing to do. Not, not everyone would likely to feel.  Not, not everyone can handle. It will never be an option to all nor be a dream of any else.

The light is slim and darkeness slowly enchants. Seems sleeping is not the best rest you will have for it haunts you, if light, will still be there showing you the direction your going through… When everything falls out, and with a might you fix it like a jigsaw puzzle though your energy depletes quickly as water runs dry. Like every minute is a mental test on how you will manage your life with fears.

A torment jailed, when the time comes. Will thy love carry on when I left? Will thy wounds heal and leave unblemish scar? Will thy survive along? Will thy be who I prayed they be? Questions that will remain as they are as I go to the way of unknown.

Life is not permanent and Death will be forever be a mystery… No reviews when that comes. Salute to fighters that chooses their battle. Though whatever results they merit, it will be forever be cherrish.  To be thy love or to thy with father.

Missing you is one of the hardest things yet the Memories with you is the one of the greatest treasures trove…

SKYLIGHT

 

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      Wandering to the bright clear sky, makes me think of  dreams that  I dearly hold. Of, what things I need to  plot and reap. As the vast sky promises of unending heart desires. To a child, happy is a day  to see Mr. Sunshine; to let them play and explore the world. Yet, as how sky amaze me. I realize that it’s way too far to reach my goal and suddenly I feared that the things I like might turn out differently to what I planned. Reaching the sky might be tiring and challenging for an amatuer like me. In just a wrong move I can blast a bomb and let my dreams be taken away. Battle ground is where I stand, becoming army of my dreams. Seen some fight scenes with others that gives ideas on how things run. But it weakens my will when it seems battling with no light. When darkness veils and all I just hear are screams of broken dreams. It’s not easy as it seems when we want something. It’s an ordeal, humans undergo. We got hit, get bruises, have wounded, and even fall at our hardest. Dreams are no joke to reach. In childs’ eyes dreams are just dreams but when they grow, dreams aren’t just dream. It becomes their pillar to be a better them. It becomes the source of their strength to lift their hands and do something. To rise and make things possible. The sky is wide that no land can cover it, it pour rains to mud our lives, however it shed light to renew our burden souls. We must look up and believe that no matter how far it is. Dreams do come true with prayers.

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CLEAR NOTES

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When moments swiftly changes and all has been left is you. It’s hard to go back things from where it is. Sometimes keeping a part of ourselves gives us humility. Cause  people just come and go and they may take the serenity that you have. So, its best to keep a part of you so when they go, you still have you .

JOURNEY BEYOND.

Life is never ending journey. It takes us to wherever and puts us in whatever situation. Though there are times that we feel that we can’t handle no more. There is this spirit that keeps us going to fight even though it seems like everything is falling. I think that is the human nature of surviving. When everything seems failing, we don’t sit and relax, we fight till we dropped and if we dropped we still continue life. Life is worth to live. May it be in a hard or the sweetest way, life will  always be a blessing; and I do hope that everyone sees it as blessing. The road mostly is jumpy and muddy, it rains not just rain but it  pours us to death but its a deal. Life would be a hard one but accomplishing feeling if we run through.

It is not always clear as we things at first but as the blur settles then we can see the final image by then. World is compose of foes and sarcastic beings yet genuine also lives. We must remember that  world would be much nicer to live if we start something that would make it nice. So, bottomline its on us, how to make life a beautiful experience and a marvelous world to live with. People must be sensitive enough what the worlds needs and the world would be give what is just and right. World will flourish in its own perfect way as we start something of ourselves. Invest now to see how far will the interest may pay you. The world needs you more than you need yourself…

 

 

LIGHT…

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      The world is big ball that has alot of things to offer. Things that brings sadness and happiness to humans creatures yet it depends on which side we take things. Well, things don’t always seem to be forever because just like in science everything is constant change and the only thing we must need is to accept, also our actions are the reasons of changes or it can be in our surroundings that matters most to us makes the difference. Though things are revolving we continue to live, to live the life we call, though sometimes we feel so down that what we want to pause for a while and breathe. Sometimes  or most of the time we breathe into the thin air which it makes it hard for us to breathe freely, we are so tied up with the goals we want. Though it’s a good thing that we’re setting our goals and making the most of it to reach, but sometimes we missed out. Missed out the things we are supposed to enjoy in this living world, we tend to close our hands that are supposed to give, to touch, to heal, to hold on the beautiful things in the world. We boxed in ourselves, forgetting that we are not alone in this world. If we have struggles then others do also. It’s a matter of balance. We should equate things, be able to enjoy the freebies of world and be able to set priorities.

      World is a surprise gift, a gift to be treasure so live with it cause it will give you more presents rather than giving you what has been left. Though it’s  not always good but you, yourself is a present to the world. Be a gift to others cause you don’t know how much you mean to them. How much you have embark them with so much learning, being an instrument to open up the goodness of one being. Sharing your life is like sharing goodies in a goodie jar. Yummy and uplifting. We do have a different purpose in this earth, but one thing is for sure. We weren’t chosen if we can’t surpass things, allow things to mold you. Feel being alone to feel the feeling of being alive. Feel being congested to feel how is the feeling of being free. Feel being selfish to realize its more fun to share. Feel to hurt to know how to feel for them. Feel empty to know how to treasure. Feel unloved to feel being loved. Feel there’s no ways out to know that the candle of hope shines bright amidst in the dark freezing moment of our lives. It’s not the end, let us not end this for this journey is something we are being students of others and a teachers of some.  Let us not end this cause we might be the reason why someone is still striving to live life to the fullest. ♥♥♥

“Courage out of Fear”

     DSC_1730      Fictional world is where anything is possible, you can play your minds creativity  of how it will start and end, of how bitter gourd can turn into sweet candies, of how time stops when you want it to, can soar real up high and matter no more of your business. Well, that is why it is called fiction because you can create fantasy  and nightmare at the same time. People really like to create things that doesn’t easily happen. Just I guess, it is the closest thing to the word perfect. We create and wreak anything we want. Well, the truth is no matter how beautifully we create something in our astonishing brains, the end point is reality, go back to reality.

     DSC_0931 Reality is unpredictable, no matter what, how, when and why we  plan for something, the outcome may not always be the way it seems to be. There are alot of impediment along the scenes and I know it is bothersome not to mention some are just  so nerve breaking. Then Fear comes along, Fear dies our inner most desires, our hopes, our optimistic side, and it even changes us. Fear is always around, I tell you, we may not be aware that its always there, lurking, taking chances to get in and be inflicted. Fear Fear Fear… Fear cages us to become somebody. It stops us in everything we do, so by that we can’t grow as a full bloom creature. But on the other hand, Fear has something good in it, somewhere beneath it, lies the word COURAGE. Cause the absence of fear makes courage meaningless. Courage is then defined out by fear; it is the eagerness of us to surpass the challenges that are being offered. The spirit that gives us hope to become what we want to be. Of course, courage is accompanied by faith. We trust God and ourselves to have the courage of doing somewhat we want to be in life. So, though fear hinders you. Just smile and say “may I have enough courage to step on and crush fear for I don’t deserve to dwell in present to become a past but rather live in present to have a future.

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I am what it takes to be me.

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Some of us are so worried of who we are, of what really is our purpose, of what is meant for us. Well, everything is hidden and will be unveil in time.  May it be any time soon or longer. It depends on how are we gonna take the life lessons, on how are we gonna deal with it .

Sometimes things happening are just front cover of what is a must to be learned and most of the time we missed lead the lessons to be learned because we got so intertwined with the things we see in front of us yet we don’t go beyond what is unseen. Learnings  are sometimes behind the scenes, we have to go beyond, understand every situation in the best way we can. We shouldn’t judge things right there and then but we have to react. It is fine to react because that what makes us human. I think I’ve been circling my statement out here.  So lets continue things here. After being caught in the middle scene with so much vagueness, doubts, fears, uncertainties and life haunting experiences, mostly we find ourselves lost in nowhere without even noticing that we are no longer we, that we have become what we don’t want. Us becoming MONSTERS of our own and of others. We became bitter, we see wrongs as well as we think enormously ill. A stage where humans must face gruesome things to become better them and if they don’t become better it only means that they are not yet refined gem, that their fruits of wisdom is not yet ready to be yield. It is a long process and some are blessed enough; they can cope up easily. Life is all about everything there is no exceptions, we have to accept what is being offered and we are the one whose incharge of making it more better. We are just molding of ourselves now. We don’t know  who we are in the future though we have plans. We are capable of making plans and making it happen but only time permits. Though in a haze, in time it’ll be cleaner and be able to see what we are. Just that we are no good today doesn’t mean that we are no good at all. There is a stage that all  human undergo and that is self searching. Things don’t always run good but if we keep our speed up just like wheels it will turn up side down, just like Finding Nemo movie where Dory asked Marlin “When life gets you down do you wanna know what you’ve gotta do?” then Marlin don’t know the answer then Dory just sang “Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming” cause eventually along the way it’ll turn good. Soothsayer from Kung Fu Panda 2 saidYour story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn’t make you who you are. it is the rest of your story, who you choose to be…” So just keep on for your story is about to begin and the end is yet to come…DSC_3455